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lookin through
02:48
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he's the only one / that touches me
but my soul / he can not see
he's lookin thru me--- he sees right thru me --
"are you okay? you don't look well " - his voice is smoooth but
i can tell -
he sees right thru me ----- there's nuthin to me.
words slip out of my mouuuuuuttttthhhhh
communicatin' while not knowin '
interchanging yeses and nos
while every option
glows ,, , ,,,
he sees right through me /
there's nuthin to me / /
if i change my personality
he would only notice briefly
he's lookin through me ==========
he sees right through me -----===-==
there's nuthin to me --==========
he sees right throughh mee-------
there's nuthin to me.
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internet flirtation
02:06
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all this internet flirtation / all these things i can see
--things that go drifting between reality
all this internet flirtation / all the shit i can see
--things that go pouring in-between reality
all this internet flirtation
internet flirtation
comes pouring on top of me
- you're a different kind of person than me ( i know we're all the same though)
all the anger STUCK in my chest ; no place to put it.
- YOU'RE A DIFFERENT KIND OF PERSON THAN ME ( I KNOW WE'RE ALL THE
SAME
THOUGH)
you don't mind hurting as easily -- you do it, and you know what you do.
make me a billboard for things that you dislike
make people that don't know me dislike me before knowledge--
it's fine, , i won't mind ,, a bit- -i ' l l just
cry my self to
sleeeeEEEeeeeePPPPP AHHHhhHHhhhh OOOO000oooohhh
AAAAh.
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cardamom pod
03:54
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saying goodbye -- i'm still working through /
what it means for me -
to live without you.
last night we made love in my head for two hours in a dream
& i woke up
tears in my eyes ,
& i woke up --
sun in my face
& i woke up -
tears in my thro0at
but i woke up
anyway.
letting go takes me so lllong because i / believe that each day we change so much //
i hesitate saying goodbye to anyone //
how can we know the future hold?
i hesitate to trust i'm free /
i test the reality in my meeemmoorrrry/
but i pick up a scent & immediately forget the theory --
some body blends up a spice with the coffee grinds &
the scent of the cardamom pods
hallucinates you next to me
but the linger leaves
& i feel release
i understand life has to change /
certain facts i can not rearrange /
but if i could deep down i know i would --
i'd put you farther into the future.
and even though our dreams were cut short /
no way it seems to bring out each others best anymore----
it's like we're two flowers in a cage /
having to travel to outer space just to concentrate.
wish i could have known what you taught me /
before we had to learn the hard way.
why is true we must live in order to know?
i mess up so much beauty
by learning.
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jackleen diana eve Dearborn Heights, Michigan
the dream looks different now
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